The Melancholy of Sumechiayuu

Good afternoon, everyone. I apologize for the long periods without updates. I have been occupied with other projects, like working on Pseudovampirism's visual novel. It's been taking me a while to complete, as I am currently working on the last two chapters and editing chapter one into the code.

Speaking on working, I officially have a Ko-fi and a Vgen. This is for if you would like to support me financially as I plan to make Pseudovampirism a paid project asides from the demo, which will be free. Ko-fi is for cheaper doodles, while Vgen is for if you want more detailed artwork from me.

Another thing is that on my Ko-fi, there is a Ko-fi goal that has been set up. This goal is purely for the soundtrack of Pseudovampirism, as I am unable to create the music alone and I'd need a composer to create up to around 10 tracks. It is fine if you do not want to tip, but I am sharing this goal in case you are interested :P.

Overall, this will be pinned as I feel like this is important. Cheers, everyone! Have a great summer!

UPDATE JUNE 19TH: THE DEMO FOR PSEUDOVAMPIRISM HAS RELEASED! Please play if interested, it is free!!

So far, it has been a pretty nice morning. Despite me disliking bacon, the sense of bacon is quite nostalgic, not to mention it is not very bright outside. Today, I plan to keep working on my comic, Pseudovampirism, which you can read on Comicfury. I also plan to make a page on this site that gives a synopsis of the story, and give my characters wikipedia pages.

I also plan to go back to drawing fanart, and not just my OCs. However, I will be occuppied with school this month, especially since it's my last year of high school :/. I predict that there will be a lot of stress. Regardless, I can handle it, since I've been doing that for nearly 12 years at this point. It's also why I even made this site in the first place.

You see, I not only plan to major in computer science, I even want to get into web development and/or web design. One: it's because websites seem fun to make on your own without the dreadful conformity of mainstream social media like Twitter and Instagram. Two: computer jobs can be remote, which would be good for my situation since I struggle with constant social interaction. I hope I have a fun time as I continuously update my website. Cheers, :3.

School has finally started for me, and I feel so exhausted that I forgot that I have to keep working on my website.

I do plan to add more blinkies to make the website look more fun, but I can't guaranteed that I will do it in time. Anyway, despite being only 17, I still feel a mid-life crisis descending upon me. The fact that graduation is only months away doesn't help. I just feel drained, yet on the outside I feel quite normal.

On a positive note, I have recently started playing Fear and Hunger and Fear and Hunger Termina. Despite the grueling nature of its gameplay, I do enjoy the series and I especially like Marina. This is the last thought of today, goodbye.

I never thought editing in blinkies for my website would be so fun. All of them are so cute and I love adding them in. I shouldn't add TOO MUCH, because I barely even have any blog entries on this site, but don't worry. I promise to add more blog entries in the future, :P. Once again, school is going to occupy my time for a while, so bear with me in this case. From senior year to preparing for my life as a college student, I feel internal stress.

Wow! That certainly took a sad tone! Anyways, I plan to work on my comic again next weekend. I felt burnout from the first week of school, so I took a break. Weirdly enough, I did draw one page during the week and I drew a new icon for the comic. This is my last entry for the day I hope. Cheers!

Despite me promising that this would be the last update on today, I lied. Why? Because I came up with a new story with new ocs.

The story is inspired by cosmic horror and is set in the 60s, while the main character is a magical girl character I will give you more details later on. Probably this week if school doesn't skin me alive by then.

The good thing is that I didn't have an overwhelming day. However, this week is when we're going to start writing college essays. I'm still worried about what to write about though, since I can't think of anything else besides drawing and art, and I don't plan to do art classes in college. I'm still workshopping it, trust me, :P. I have to start applications soon anyway.

On a lighter note, I barely have a load of homework today! All I had to do was math, which was only four questions for the day. I feel so relieved, because even though I'm getting into coding, I dislike math a lot -_-. Math is just the worst.

Lastly, I plan to keep updating this site until I can't anymore, and I'll definitely update more when it's during breaks like Christmas. See ya until tomorrow probably?

There's nothing much to say about Tuesday. However, there is one thing.

I've been grinding in Everskies. I feel like I'm gonna get addicted to this game this year, especially since I need a destresser outside of Roblox and Pinterest t_t. Anyways, I do have one important update. I have added a media log to this website! You can now see my thoughts on books, TV, movies, and video games. Good evening.

I feel happy. Why?

Because I have added an art page! Though I can't add too many images due to the limit (and I don't want lag), you can now see my artwork! Hope you enjoy :3

Despite my nasty headache from hours ago, I've recovered. So, I've decided to make a cool update. I now have a proper about page! I shall edit it in the future so I can make the css look cuter, but I'm satisfied with how it looks for now :3. It looks really retro.

Asides from that, I've starting writing rough drafts for my college essay. Funnily enough, I'm going somehow mix the topics of art and coding together. I promise that this essay will be good y'all, :P. It's gotta be. Since that's all I gotta say, see ya!

HEY Y'ALL sorry I forgot to update on the main page XD, I've been more focused on adding more cute webpages to the site itself. I have added a dream log and a site for Pseudovampirism.

Anyways, after I finish Fear and Hunger 2: Termina, I will update the media log with my review of it :P, toodles! May update tomorrow if I have a lot of time.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! I truly apologize for not keeping up with my own site; I've been occupied with a lot of things lately. Working on school, artwork, and even working on a visual novel script for Pseudovampirism.

I don't have a long paragraph today, but I hope everyone who follows this site is doing well!